Off topic

OK, I know this blog is called "Scriptural Romance," but we're going to get a little off topic in this entry and talk about something else...FEAR. I am pretty accustomed to this subject, as I suffer from IBS (irritable bowel syndrome). Granted, you may think that has nothing to do with fear, but in my case it does. My IBS is so extreme that the pain can cause me to pass out on occasion. So, to keep from fearing the pain which could come at any given time or place, I memorized this verse at a very young age --

For God hath not given us a spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. - 2 Timothy 1:7

This can apply to relationships, however. For example, after my hypocritical relationship I went through, even now I am afraid to let go; because I'm afraid that if I do, the feelings won't come back in the future. And that, is selfishness and pride. HUH? How is that pride? Because it's what I want, and it's because I think I know better than God. I want to be with "her" more than any human desire I have. And I catch myself thinking on occasion, "I don't care, she is the one I love." That is a very dangerous thought because it is pride in thinking I am higher in my decision than God is in His.

So, if you have ANYTHING you are afraid of, try that verse. It has always brought me comfort in my times of need, and I want my readers to have that as well.

Until my next entry! --